Day 3: Kinky Discovery

I have always been kinky. So having this sudden kinky discovery moment does not exist for Me! Though My kinks have certainly evolved over time. Read about 30 Days of Kink!

I remember when My sexual experiences only manifested as fantasy, I mean before I had even had sex. I remember all My fantasies involved or had some aspect of kink to them. I never fantasised about vanilla sex. There was always some form of power exchange. Binding, being bound were the first ones. Multiple partners of varying gender, the use of violence during fucking, choice being removed. Things of that nature.

When I finally involve others in My sexual experiences they were almost always kinky. My first lover and I were complete exhibitionists. (Oh how things change lol)! Part of the intensity involved in our love making was that anyone could see at any moment and many times there were others watching. We involved other women, we would tie each other up. He was a very good person to have as a first lover. His hedonism was matched by Mine and together we explored. Now keep in mind we were quite young, so our kinky discovery was somewhat limited by school, family, curfews, laws, etc! We were each game for anything the other suggested.

As time went by there were lovers, there were one night stands, there were many things that continued in My hedonist expression of sex. My more extreme kinky discovery happened after a long period of time of celibacy (a story for another time, if ever). I took on a lover, who was amazing! He was both an exceptional lover and incredibly submissive. Though, I do not think he completely realised the extent he was willing to submit but story for another time. He loved getting pegged, he loved wearing My panties. He was incredibly open to so many experiences and I fell that through his acceptance I began to flower as the Domme I am today. This is where I began seeing Myself as a bit more Dominant. I suppose this discussion should wait until DAY 4! Let’s just say, for now, that I began to bloom. The seeds that wear originally planted in My early youth began to grow roots and try to find their way to the surface.

More on this in DAY 4!

À bientôt,

Ambre Jade

4 thoughts on “Day 3: Kinky Discovery

  1. Enjoyed reading this post very much. it is so fulfilling and enjoyable to learn more about the journey of a real life Goddess. Thank You for sharing, Goddess Ambre

  2. It’s always nice for me to know and learn about different ways sexuality expresses itself. I have always been opened to them, as long it’s consensual and pleases both or all partners envolved.

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